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At the house. Mind you, there won’t be communication except for evenings, and the usual mid-day time on weekdays, however, I can more effectively blow up your lives with more pictures of plants. XD
I love it here!
I voted against Amendment 1 of the NC Constitution.
I do not regret this.
I do not believe it was a sin for me to do so.
And whether I identify myself as a Christian or not, I don’t believe it was an un-Christian thing to do.
I believe it is un-Christian to spread words of hatred and base decisions on hatred and fear when the religion claims to be one filled with love.
I believe that it is wrong to use the words of a holy book as a political sword and shield.
I believe it is wrong to reference the laws of an ancient and decidedly inferior society in order to back up the decisions within this current society.
I believe that a large chunk of the Bible, even to Christians is obsolete.
If you believe the Bible is the Word of God, understand it was penned by Man, who is flawed, fickle, and avaricious.
Remember, also, if you make your decisions on the bases of Bible verses, that Christ said there is but one law: “Love your neighbor as yourself.”
That sounds like everyone should be able to love everyone, regardless of their race and gender.
I voted against Amendment 1.
I do not support gay marriage
I do not support straight marriage
I support marriage based on love.
I voted against Amendment 1 not only because of the homosexual marriage issue, but because that portion covers and distracts from the bigger picture.
We are all screwed
gay, straight, if you are unmarried, if you are abused, you are completely fucked. your children are fucked.
In the name of righteousness.
I dont understand.
I just don’t understand.
Little known fact: I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. We’re keeping it quiet until vacation starts because we don’t want to listen to people’s “oh! why??? ya’ll were so cute together!!!”
Let’s be honest folks. No one actually cares that much.
Anyway, I’ve been dwelling on this for a long time and finally did it. He’s one of my close friends and I’d prefer to to keep him as such. So we’re working to keep communication when he goes to grad school.
Hopefully this will not be as suck as it has the potential to be. Because I love him. I just don’t want to be with him. And I’m neurotic and I no longer function well in relationships.
That moment where you think you’ve found your soulmate. But it’ll never happen. And you are totally aware of it. And it sucks, but you have to deal with it because you’ve already accepted it as fact. Just move on and pray for the next best thing.
And everything about it is awful
I should just avoid facebook on Sundays.
They make me angry
because the people who are posting “I hate my life and everyone in it and such” are the same who post Bible verses and “godly things” and “I love to praise my Redeemer!” on Sundays, and Wednesdays if they have something on Wednesdays
but tomorrow they’ll just go back to being assholes
I just think it’s stupid
Because these are the same people who walk into a church and judge everyone else for being just like they act when they are outside of the church.
at least the people they are judging are friggin consistent at least they arent trying to put on some kind of mask for God.
I know I’m not the best person in the world
not even close
but at least I’m the same person on Sunday as I am the rest of the week
I almost got pulled into a Bible Study theyve started doing in the Choir Room each week.
I just shook the man’s hand. and he literally tried pulling me in. I was on my way out the door. I didnt know who he was, just a friend introduced us.
“free food, good study”
and he had “the voice”
you know the one I’m talking about
the creepy “I’m with God” voice.
and there were so many weird expressions in his face that unnerved me that I said “no thank you I have a lot of work to do; Ive been here since 8am today (it was 9pm) and headed out
He gave me the “you just rejected God” face
and all I could think was “no, I rejected people who think they are the face and voice of God.” I don’t want to be in your company
I will go and have my own time with God
that doesnt require being told how I should read the words in the Bible or how to pray.
I like my chill “Hey, God, what’s up?” approach
personally, the “Oh great and heavenly father, prince of peace, god almighty, savior of all, really clouds up the relationship part.we all know why he’s the man.
God doesnt need an ego boost.
He’s God
trust me
he knows he’s pretty legit
but yeah, that’s why I hate Sunday Facebook.
It’s monstrous the way the Westboro Baptist Church treats people in general. They need to suck it up and leave everyone else the hell alone.
I also imagine that they must live a miserable existence. I try to imagine a life where I would believe what they do, and it really is just depressing.
Despite the fact that I somewhat pity them, I still think they are dicks and need to step off.
A cliff.
We had a lockdown where no one was legitimately locked down, save the man in his house who caused the whole mess.
And now an acquaintance, a fellow student has been hit by a van while he was crossing the highway on campus by using a crosswalk.
And the wheel keeps on turning.
But that only matters to the people on the rim.
I tried to break up with my boyfriend last night.
This morning we’re still together.
This morning I’ve stressed myself out to the point of puking over it.
This morning I didn’t even want to get out of bed and face anyone.
Damn it, I can’t keep doing this.
But I love him and I can’t stand hurting him…
But I’m so damn miserable.
It was so painfully rigid and controlled
Like a corset too tight in a waltz too demanding
But I remember it looking so lovely
Even though it exhausted me
Even though it was slowly crushing me to death.
And now it’s over, I can’t say I want to experience it
…Or anything remotely close to it
…Ever again…
That is the concept. Now I will write the music.
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